KeLlY's wOrlD

Saturday, August 26, 2006

I know at this time...i should b sleeping...but suddeny wanna come & blog...lolx...i may be siao ba...whatever...

Now holiday lao...till 24/9...1 whole mth...just the 2nd day of freedom...& im starting to get sian...or should i say...kinda of feeling lost??? I don know y...but this feeling suddenly just came...i don wan it too...maybe cos don know what i will...or can do in this 1 whole mth...its like...even though i like holiday...but then...everyday wake up...c 4 walls...is like...even if its for a day or 2...will b sian for me...all i can do is like...wake up, eat, watch tv, use com, sleep...same rountine every single day for 1 whole mth...ok...minus off the days when i go out...even a robot will get sian...not to mention a human being...

I just suddenly feel...if i had a younger sis or bro...that would b so wonderful...haiz...better to say...if i gt a bf...that would b even better...lolx...but too bad wo shi mei ren yao...haiz...best option is if i can have a talking parthner(not the same as bf pls)...i would b so so so so glad...but all my friends have their own life...i cant always disturb them...that is y every holiday i wanna have a job...but its not easy to look for a part time job nowadays leh...most company wan full time wan...so what can i still do??? 1 word = ROT. Maybe some of u suggest...then go out shopping, have a walk alone lor...then ok...but whats the difference with staring at 4 walls??? There is no difference lor...

Sometimes i wonder...what can my friends b busy with for 1 whole mth??? I just cant think of anything to do leh...y my friends sure gt sth to do wan??? Teach me leh...haiz...life is just so DAMN meaningless for me when its holiday time...yes...holiday should b a great time to enjoy oneself...but its just the DIRECT opposite for me...haiz...

I AM JUST SO SIAN!!! PPl!!! Gt any outing just call me along!!! WHatever it is, can let me step out of my house wan, just call me along!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

3:17 AM WriTTen By KellY Y