Friday, October 26, 2007

Please spend some time to read this, it's very meaningful...(taken from teck siang blog)

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one."

So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?

So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus!

But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us.

(when will the bus i wan come??? Lolx...)



11:23 AM WriTTen By KellY Y

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Yeah!!! Finally im free!!! Haha!!! Next week is e-learning leh...so "mini holiday" is here! Hee!

Today the fragrance chem...confirm fail lao...even the "give away marks"...the flow diagram de...i 4gt abt it!!! 8 marks leh!!! Sob Sob!!! Then 1st short qn was to write out the odours & which plant it came from for 4 of the fragrance...i don even know 1!!! Then the smelling of the strips...kao...i seriously anyhow write!!! What i can think of i write leh!!! Guess the short qns part r all gone case leh (which is worth 30 marks leh!)...so is already fail lao lor...+ the mcq...i just anyhow choose lah!!! I canget at least 10 marks is amazing lao!!! Die die die die die die die die die die die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (all the qns ask r gerneral qns lor...not really within the book de...study so hard also no use)...

Sianz...still gt flu...haiz...

O ya...talking abt flu...i realise during the test...like gt a lot of ppl gt flu leh...lolx...



10:03 PM WriTTen By KellY Y

Monday, October 22, 2007

"CAN SOMEONE FREE ME FROM THIS TORTURE???!!!"

Its really such a torture just studying for fragrance...the history...omg...can wan my life lor...simply say,,,fragrance..."not human study" (bu shi ren du de) stuff sia!!!

DTN...i shall say...its so so lor...since i like nanotech...so maybe this has given me that LITTLE mood to study for it ba...at least its not as worse as fragrance...

Faster over!!! Then week 6 will b here...where we can have our "mini holiday" (thats what im considering week 6 e-learning week as) lao...can take a short little break...free from sch for a week...though basically there r still works to do...but its an impt week for me as i can finally "RELAX"...yes...i cant wait for week 6!!!

Haiz...having a slight headache now...



11:28 PM WriTTen By KellY Y


1 sentence to describe how im feeling now..."IM SUPER STRESS NOW!!!"

I tot DTN only little bit to study...but i 4gt mdm ho wan is to read the whole notes (on chp 1 & 2-which is long!)...then fragrance...don even need to mention abt it...somemore later study till 5!!! Even if i can struggle to finish DTN on time (which is to b tested on wed)...but fragrance on thur leh!!! & its so dry, so theory based! Im bound unable to FINISH IT lah!!!

Still gt clothes need to wash...haiz...y this kind of things happen at a time when im not free!!!???

"IM DYING SOON!!!"



1:39 AM WriTTen By KellY Y

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Mum being admitted to hospital leh...at ytd afternoon...haiz...due to stomach area pain...i was outside...when bro call to say shes being sent to hospital via ambulance...i tot he was just joking...then soon dad call too...so i knew its not a joke leh...now is ok leh...admitted inside is to let doc examining her again...cos normal doc cant c whats wrong with her...

& to get a bed is super duper de hard lor...wait from afternoon to nite around 10+ pm...then finally gt bed lor...kao men...can wait till fall asleep lah...ppl not sleepy can become sleepy lor...& during that time frame...i can do lots of stuff lao leh...haiz...but even if i came home...don think i will have the mood to do work too...cos shes inside the waiting room...we cant c her de...must wait outside...haiz...

Now still gt 3 tests haven study...great...& gt so many clothes need to wash!!! 4 pails...+ in the washing machine de...omg...*faint*...not enough space to hang lor...haiz...o ya...still need to vacuum & mop the floor hor!!! I just remember it...arrrrrrrrrrrrrr...mum is really impt sia...now she in hospital...not at home...really feels weird eh...like something missing??? The nagging voice??? Haiz...human can b so weird eh...when mum nagging there...how u wish she can b quiet...now not here nagging leh...yet u miss it...haiz...

Mum mum mum.............



12:54 AM WriTTen By KellY Y

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

OMG OMG!!! I just realise that i had left my thumbdrive in the lib last mon!!! "Great"...chances of getting back is gonna b low...even though its only a 256mb...but nowadays ppl everything also steal...not even to mention a 256mb thumbsrive will they let go of it...haiz haiz haiz...but luckily i had printed out my fragrance chem report...cos i tot was this week pass up...& it turns out to b next week...if not...everything gone leh...& i will go even more !!!

Y nowadays like so suay like that??? 1st i lost my itp cert (but received it again today lao)...then realise i lost my thumbdrive...next what??? (HOPE THERES NO NEXT)...arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mood now = sian, sad, frusturated, emptiness (mixed feeling)

Meaning??? Nth better don come & bother me...just wish to go out & relax...but everyone now seem so busy leh...haiz...maybe i should focus myself into sch work tml...best way...



10:14 PM WriTTen By KellY Y

Monday, October 15, 2007

Today...towards the end of EIC...the room we in gt "earthquake" sia...lolx...not that kind of scary earthquake lah...just the room vibrate...don know what caused it too...some say maybe due to the construction outside...o whatever...& as time goes...the vibration more & more serioulsy...ok i admit...at 1st i gt xia dao...hee...but seem like a signal to teacher..."release the students!!!"...hahax...cos we still gt lesson...& its already 4pm lao...hahax...

Then that Lim ar...very super duper bo lao...asked us 3A27 if we wanna stay on to have tutorial...at 1st most of them wan...but cos 3 of them cannot...so was decided to remain it on thur...but then...around 4.45pm...he taught finish chpt 2...& went on to the tutorial worksheet he told us to do...then...as he go through...talk & talk & talk...i suddenly realise its 5+pm lao...then to denise..."eh...we r having tutorial now leh"...she say "ya"...then i replied..."chey...so he wanted us (3A27) to remain lao...still ask us if we wanna have tutorial not for what?"...wu lao rite??? But at least he released us at 5.20pm...yeah!!! Haha! He seem to dismiss us earlier & earlier...wonder whats wrong with him eh??? Wanna retire so become a bit kinder eh??? Lolx...take note...i say A BIT...

Today was also the last episode for "Metamorphosis (破茧而出)"...if u had been watching it...u should know what show is it abt...sth new for spore drama...thats what i think...mmm...can say through this last episode (or rather this show)...can knew quite a no. of stuffs? Like say..."the person u trust can be in the end who hurt u the most (xiaoqian go all out to protect wanrou from harm as she afraid ouyang will come & harm her...in the end she was the 1 who framed ouyang for the murder of Mother & killed the man she loved too)"..."love has no boundaries (even though xiaoqian was a police...in the end she still accepted xicun as she wore back the ring"(but how true is this in reality???)..."revenge can make u do things that u didnt wan to (meixin cut off leon's sex organ)...(hahax...sound like im typing EIC like that...o well...take it as a practice...hahax...OUT OF TOPIC)...yeah...thats some i can think of...maybe theres other more ba...humans can really b scary...for the sake of oneself...can sacrifice others...haiz...what a world we in...

But to say truly...if theres really such an organization existing (Dragontooth & the movie Deathnote Kira)...i do support of it...cos of them...who helped to get rid of those bad guys...making the place we in a better place to live in...isnt that gd? U don have to live in fear 1 day u will b murdered, raped blah blah blah??? But guess only a minority will accpet it...as in the eyes of others...they c them as criminals as well...especially the police...but no matter what...i do support it...(not saying i will b 1 of them...im not smart enough...lolx)...

Yup...thats all i wanna say!!!

2 more weeks to e-learning (mini holiday) & 7 more weeks to the REAL holiday!!! Hope that the zoo plan will still b on!!! Hee!!!



11:14 PM WriTTen By KellY Y

Monday, October 08, 2007

Today is not just a mon blue...but its a SUPER mon blue lor...

Every mon...1st lesson pract at 8am(how pathenic)...then fragrance chem which always gt perfume to smell...then EIC which is so lame de...then Dr Lim lesson...haiz...thats y i now hate mon lessons...

However today...pract is PP chem...actual pract time is from 8-11am...however...cos evey group were doin the same expt de...so have to wait for chemicals ar, equpiments ar...haiz...then somemore can say we a bit unorganised??? Cos who knows part b ending time would b the same as part a ending time??? & the crystals all the same...then we never label properly (?) or either never say hao hao who do what part (?) thus all of us were very luan...we shout here & there too...haiz...& a gd mood mrs tan became bad mood (which is too bad for 3A26 whose pract time is after us)...say what "y all crowd around the fumehood? Aiyo 1 group just 1 person stand there can anot?"...thus till 11am we haven finish...but we gt fragrance chem tutorial...so no choice had to go for that 1st...& come back later...so pp chem pract...is a total...haiz haiz haiz...i think fragrance chem pract is easier...

Now to fragrance chem tutorial...as usual...need to smell again...&...i realise...when 1 is hungry...& still smell fragrance...& the smell r each getting worser...can make one go nausea sia...& thats what happen to me lor...somemore im being hungry from 10am...haiz...

Then 12pm...by rite is break leh...but we still need to go back & continue our pp chem pract...then gt 3A25 beside the lab too...so the whole lab is so crowded de lor...& mrs tan mood was still...well...bad...cos she say faster do finish & get out...chasing us away...o well...

& EIC...well...today's topic is "Knowing yr emotions"...the 2 main keywords of the day r "atomatic thought" & "inner dialogue"...& we go...its "atomatic tot" again throughout...hahax...but i still don really like this module yet...somemore today teacher told us that 2 ot of the 3 qns worth 40 marks!!! Which means 20 marks for each of these 2 qns!!! & teacher say need to write at least 1/2 to 3/4 pgs!!! Siao lah...& somemore the test is gonna b on "atomatic tot" * inner dialogue" sia...though its all on common sense...but...1/2 to 3/4 pgs leh!!! Handwriting for this teast must b BIG...hahax...

Then Dr Lim lesson...hes crazy...teach continuously for 1 1/2 w/o any breaks!!! Damn...ITS TRULY A TORTURE lor...

So...what a day i have today or what???



10:33 PM WriTTen By KellY Y

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Helping to advertise...hahax...for those who had been watching tcp...& r interested to b part of it...u now have a chance to do so!!! Its a 1 time chance to show yr talents as well!!!

AUDITIONS FOR THE CHANGING POINT SEASON 2

DATE: 18th NOVEMBER 2007 (SUNDAY)

VENUE: REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC

TIME: 10AM TO 4PM

Hope to cya guys there!!!




3:31 PM WriTTen By KellY Y

Monday, October 01, 2007

Well...today is week 2 of sch leh...still like that lor...hahax...EIC lesson...mmm...sian lah...1st is on what "who m i"...today topic 2 is on what "knowing your emotions"...haiz...what a sickening module...

Then last lesson was Lim de...for my class should actually b ending at 5pm...but he wanna combine tutorial so had to end at 6...1 hr is suffering...2 hrs is HELL sia...REAL HELL...& hes damn sickening sia!!! Most of the slides pts our notes don have so we have to copy...when we copying...then he change slides so fast...when i sometimes give up not copying...then he remain on that slide for so long!!! Grrrrrr!!! U say...is purposely or what!!! Then 5pm leh...he give us a short break...REAL SHORT sia...when me & denise came back from toilet...cos i put my bag & notes in the seat in front of me...so of cos is STAND...take notes then sit rite!!!??? & when i had my notes on my hand leh (im still standing)...then suddenly i heard he say "yin ting sit down"...using the mike can!!! Siao!!! Ppl take notes 1st then sit down...cannot is it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wan yr life huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Siaooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gt so damn piss off sia...but who ask me im his fyp student??? Others will there talking when he was teaching...& he never say anything abt them...i....GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES DAMN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



9:12 PM WriTTen By KellY Y


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