Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Just gt back from work...&...i don wanna have this job lao...its sooooooo wth...The person in charge sent me part-timer down(at tampines) today is cos she say gt crazy sale...so will gt a lot of ppl...is to help the full-timer...&...it was so opposite...When i left home...just reach lrt...qinling call me to say she go down with me too...so i say anything...then when i was on the train...she say meet me at bugis instead...then at least down to tampines i wasnt lonely...lolx...reach there at abt 2.50pm...then meeting another girl(someone i know online & was buying stuffs from her) say meet her at foodcourt entrance instead...then qinling hungry(she haven eat lunch...& don worry...its normal...hehe) & since its kopitiam(now need card to buy food)...so she went to eat long john...hehe...& she finish at 3.25pm...Then i proceed on to work...& there was only 1 full-timer...lolx...& it indeed turn out to b a small shop...very small indeed(those sell jewellery in a big shopping centre...this was inside Isetan)...then that auntie(the full-timer) bring me to record name blah blah blah...& i tot i was to b with her till 9.30pm(i work until that time)...but it turn out that she work till 5/6pm only...i was like...wth...i...myself...o men...haiz...have to depend on myself...actually this is more of a promoter job than a sales job...after that auntie left...i started to have no more mood to do anything...was really like...quick...9.30pm can...i really hate this job...i just hate this job...(actually sort of regret go report to work today)...i just don know what to say lao...& throughout...i only manage to do 3 business...& my total comission is like...90cents only...lolx...then i work 5 hrs...pay $5/hr...so i only earn $30.90...lame shit or what? I just really don know what to say lao...At 9.20pm, the other 2 brands jewellery shops(we r just next to each other...& don ask me to explain...im lazy to do that...wan know go tampines mall Isetan c yrself...had no mood to explain) started to close lao...so i follow suit lor...& im finally free!!! Yeah!!!When heading towards mrt, i sms the person in charge that how many days must i work in order to get paid...then she say what is starting of each mth get my pay...i think she mis-interpret my qn...but whatever...i reply back say i don wish to work lao...then she reply back say i must finish this week's job(this fri been sent to parkway parade at katong...which i had no mood to go lao...i just wanna get free from this job)...i reply say i don get her...& just straight forward say i don wish to work lao so sorry...then she say i this fri have to go work if not i wont get paid...which is the main problem...Now i don know if i should just give up on the $30.90(which actually don mean much to me)...or go to work this fri & suffer again(which is 10-10...more worse)? & my mum also don wanna me go work lao...thats the problem too...Im sooooooooooooooo confused! I just wanna scream!!! I really don know how to say...i just don wan this job anymore...i wanna cry...i wanna scream...i really don know what to do...im goin to have a mental breakdown soon...i suddenly feel so...arrrr...i just don know how to say...someone pls tell me what to do!? & calm my mind down!!! (if anyone could even understand what im writing in this post which i don even know what the hell im writing)
11:35 PM WriTTen By KellY Y
