Tuesday, February 26, 2008
This is gonna b a long complain post!!! Don carry on if u don wanna read abt me grumbling!!!IM STARTING TO HATE MY WORK!!!Today late afternoon...finally can use my id to login leh...i was very happy...cos i tot this way...don need to keep troubling bee hui to help me login to the programs...but my happiness didnt last...cos i cant login! So i asked steven again...well...he doesnt seem to know too as he went to ask bee hui...& upon hearing what she say...i sian diao..."i think temp stuff cannot login de...cos they r not allow to use"...-_-'''...i was like...im gonna continue to b a nuisance!? Even if bee hui doesnt find me a nuisance...i find myself m 1 lor...imagine u EVERYDAY go ask someone to help u login to the programs!? Until late june somemore! Which is still gt so many mths more! *i hope steven help me apply* Damn it! So my id can b consider as useless lah! Grrrr!!! So me as a temp stuff leh...really like extra lah...id cannot b use to login to programs...& most of the time im rotting...as theres nth for me to do...grrr...i really seriously think they too much $$$ lao...at least otday better...gt things to do the whole afternoon...its better than nth...& i find the ppl there...quite fake? Don really know how to describe lah...working for 3 days leh...should b able to get along with yr collegues lao...but i cant seem to get close to them...imagine u had to go "thick-faced" to join ppl to eat together??? Its like...damn it...like today...cos manisha say she cant eat with me leh (i just told her ytd if she wanna go eat tell me...cos im the "closest" to her in my dept after all)...& today she tell me she cant eat with me lao...wtf...so when she went out at 12pm...i took like say...15 mins (???) around 12.15pm when i finally took the courage & "increase my face thickness"..."u eat at 1pm? Can i join u?"...instead of saying ok...she says (pointing to jasmine) "i eating with them leh"...which if u r smart enough...sounds like "i don wan u to join us" sth like that..then she go on "u ok ma?"...so of cos everything is ok for me lah...well...as usual...its abt complaint again...(ytd with manisha they all also complain)...& the ppl they complain abt...steven & mr ho...i think they 2 r actually the nice ppl...to me...& they themselves...r actually not...i mean...not that they r treating me bad or what...but is at least steven & mr ho...they never like give me the...how should i say...sort of "type of coldness"? Grrr...i really don know how to say...just can feel that they r nice to me lah...unlike the rest(ladies)...*ok...maybe im complaining till i don know talking abt what...but hope u the readers can understand lah...don understand also nvm...cos i write until whatever...i myself know that "unable to describe feeling" can leh* I now wonder...how to survive till end june sia...maybe i should think like this "the pay i get is to buy laptop!"...maybe this will keep me goin...my motivation...my goal...*lame hor*"pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!" "pay is to buy laptop!"
11:03 PM WriTTen By KellY Y
